It is not always in finding the answer but in seeking and finding the One with the answer. It is so easy to get lost in wondering why something happened / didn’t happen, etc. that we lose sight of the only One Who knows the answer to every question. He is the Lord of what I don’t know and has the answer to all of my “whys?” I’ve learned that the point isn’t in always understanding why but finding and knowing Who I was made to know. After all, things don’t always make sense to us. The truth is that they only have to make sense to God.